cars are for driving, not stopping, so dont stop now. dont you want to know the future? i am 10 seconds from hell, where are you? i can live without you but i dont want to. if i could dig a hole and hide away in it from everyone i would. i dont know if im unhappy because im not free or if im not free because im unhappy. you're always spying on me while i play sour apples. you're even crazier than me and im done playing for today.
sometimes you look like a martian.
i think i want you to love me but i also think that i want you not to. say whatever you want, its going in my book. im writing a novel. between grief and nothing i choose grief. BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE of shattered memories. its too late to be scared now.
