CHOKE

If someone saves your life, they will love you forever...you'll belong to them. That's my favorite part. A constant care facility. You're too weak, too ordinary. That ceiling was once covered with angels you know. You're MINE. Say it. You have an enormous capacity for love you know. You move in perfect sync with my heart. We are all in prison but at least the zoo animals can see THEIR bars.

ALONE AGAIN.

Haven't we suffered enough? Why am I keeping myself numb? Can YOU show me how to walk away? It's all I've ever wanted...to make you happy. I want to do something GOOD instead of trying to NOT do something BAD. I'm sorry but you trigger my abandonment issues. Stop putting me on a pedestal. Once you've had me you'll leave. When did I first loose my way? When was it that I went astray? Jump start my memory for me. I need to see where it all went wrong. How long can I be loved this way, without you loving me back? I'm not lost, I'm a pioneer...overcoming my fears, beacause there's nothing worth having that doesn't come with a risk. I'm not crazy either. I'm just working a few things out. I know I've failed you, but please stay by me. The world tells us who we are, no matter what we decide so let's just JUMP IN.

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